Brown Whale - Dear._God

?Who am I
Why I live here
I don\'t know which way to go
What should I do
I\'m still too worn out
And in fact I\'m liar
I wasn\'t diligent
But I had my own reason
for disobedience
I\'m not faster
I\'m not smarter
You didn\'t give me
a competence
And you say that
I\'m called with a reason
I\'m not rich
I\'m not champ
I\'m a coward
I can barely stand still
Yet you say You love me
Oh God
I\'m lonely
You teach me and watch me
till the last moment
Don\'t leave me
Please be there
I will come one day
Who am I
Why I live here
I don\'t know
which way to go
What should I do
I\'m still too worn out
And in fact I\'m liar
I wasn\'t diligent
But I had my own reason
for disobedience
I\'m not faster
I\'m not smarter
You didn\'t give me
a competence
And you say that
I\'m called with a reason
I\'m not rich
I\'m not champ
I\'m a coward
I can barely stand still
Yet you say You love me
Oh God
I\'m not faster
I\'m not smarter
You didn\'t give me
a competence
And you say that
I\'m called that reason
I\'m not rich
I\'m not champ
I\'m a coward
I can barely stand still
Yet you say You love me
Oh God